Persistant Restlessness

restlessness seems to follow me relentlessly
holding me fast in it's elusive yet viselike grip
a constant companion....it follows me day and night.

I'm bored, restless, in a rut. I seem to fall into this trap I guess you can call it from time to time. I suppose everyone gets a little restless once in a while. But it seems to me lately that something isn't quite as it should be in my life and I have an itch that can't be scratched. In fact I don't even know what CAUSED the itch! Perhaps it is God prodding me along a course He has set out for me. In fact I've begun to think I may not be where I should be, where He want's me. Something is out of place and I can't sit still until I figure it out. I suppose this means that restlessness will continue to plague me until I can put my finger on the missing piece of the puzzle.
On the other hand just putting down the restlessness and how it feels in writing seems to have taken a bit of the edge off my boredom. Perhaps I am just overanalyzing and this rut is caused by nothing more than a need I have to do something new, like this blog, which is certainly something I've never really done before. Being this open and detailed about my thoughts and such is definitely new territory for me.
Yet the restlessness persists....hmmm.